Tabitha: A Real (and Slightly Surreal) Dive Into the Eurasian Model Sex Doll Experience

Let’s just get this out of the way—buying a full silicone sex doll is not something you ever imagine yourself doing.

At least, I didn’t. There’s this mix of curiosity and, well, a dash of embarrassment that comes with even researching absolute sex dolls online. But after reading too many “perfect” reviews, I figured… why not actually try? If nothing else, at least it’d be an experience.

The Details That Made Me Pause

Okay, before anything else: the specs on Tabitha are oddly precise. Height? 5 feet 7 inches (170 cm). Weight? 91 lbs. Not exactly lightweight, but not impossible either. The measurements are all there—bust (34.5"), under bust (28"), waist (25"), hips (37"). C-cup size, which honestly looks real enough in person; not cartoonish like some others I’ve seen floating around forums.

Her proportions lean athletic-Asian model, which—if you’re into that—hits a certain sweet spot between realism and fantasy. Shoe size is women’s 4.5-5; I don’t know why that detail stuck with me but it did.

Movable Joints & Steel Skeleton: Useful or Just Hype?

This part made me skeptical at first—the steel skeleton with movable joints is supposed to make posing easy and “natural.” In practice? Ehh… mixed feelings. She holds positions better than expected for a silicone love doll but getting her into those positions can feel awkward until you get used to her weight distribution.

Sometimes the joints click or resist in ways that remind you she’s absolutely not alive—but then again, sometimes she sits so naturally on my couch it throws me off for a second.

Functionality vs Expectation

I’ll admit—I was curious about how realistic things would feel when it came to actual use. Vaginal depth is listed as 7.1 inches; anal at 6 inches deep. It sounds clinical when you read it off specs sheets but…well—it matters more than I thought for comfort and practicality.

The material itself feels strangely lifelike—full silicone really does trump TPE here—and clean-up isn’t as much of a nightmare as those horror stories online made me worry about.

Discreetness & Shipping Anxiety

Now here’s where my nerves really kicked in: shipping something like this internationally had me worried about nosy neighbors or weird labels on boxes. Turns out they were serious about discreet packaging; totally plain box without any markings related to absolute sex dolls or anything remotely embarrassing.

Production plus shipping took almost five weeks—a little longer than I hoped—but tracking updates were regular enough to keep my anxiety from spiraling out of control.

Unexpected Downsides (Because Nothing Is Perfect)

Carrying Tabitha up three flights of stairs was…not fun at all. Ninety-one pounds doesn’t sound heavy until you’re sweating bullets halfway up your building trying not to drop an expensive investment down the stairwell.

And storage? If you live alone—not much issue besides feeling slightly odd tucking her away in your closet like some mannequin secret—but if you have roommates or guests over often…yeah, good luck explaining that one away casually.

Sometimes I catch myself wondering what the neighbors think seeing a big box arrive then disappear overnight—

Weird Moment: When Realism Crosses Into Uncanny

There was this one night—I’d set Tabitha up by my desk because there wasn’t anywhere else to put her while cleaning—and glanced over during work calls only to nearly jump outta my seat seeing someone sitting motionless in the corner of my eye.

It hit me then how close these dolls can come to blurring lines between object and presence; comforting sometimes, other times just plain strange if you let your mind wander too long.

Would I Recommend It?

Hard question—I mean yes and no depending on what you’re looking for from an Asian model sex doll experience. The craftsmanship is impressive; the details matter more than expected once she’s actually here rather than just an image on some site advertising absolute sex dolls with free international shipping promises dangling overhead.

But there’s also this underlying sense that owning something so hyper-realistic changes how you see intimacy—or maybe just makes solitude feel different for a while?

Anyway—I’m still figuring it out myself most days.